等一轮风声 熟透了夜深等一盏清晨 篆刻一座城
At any given moment in the middle of a city
there's a million epiphanies occurring, in the blurring of the world beyond the curtain
The historical background to the term "fast-tailed girls" and the early sexualization of women that are not within the control of the girls themselves must be addressed to it's deepest significance.
life's a game, right? well currently i'm filled with scrambling emotions, fleeting friends, and the formidable anguish of having none of it in my control.
MIT doesn't teach you just Physics, or CS, or whatever your degree is about. MIT teaches you how to think, how to learn.
how can a sweet grape taste so sour? only when ur mouth is dry and ur holding back tears.
describing depression: nothing matters.
just kidding. it's valentine's day and i face a sad reality
Chinese New Year. 5 years ago we'd be watching chun wan with my family friends, making dumplings together, celebrating with friends, exchanging red packets. everything was whole like it should be.
everyone knows Chopin, Debussy ... but what about Scriabin? he's genius. etudes. i used to hate etudes. his music sounds like a mix of Chopin, Rachmaninov, Lizst? but in a separate dimension. the beauty of the melodies isn't as obvious as Chopin; it's more subtle, a slight hint at it instead (no. 1 vivace).
im scared of finishing 2521 because i know the ending is not idealized. but i know i will love it after the sadness that ensues. i have temporarily settled to stop at ep 13, but when i do get to 15, i will do a reflection.
this week i started planning the part of my life where everlasting high school memories come from. this may sound ironic, but relaxation scares me. i want to look back on my years and remember the 'good ol times'. i want to have the 90s nostalgia of my teenage goof era. but a part of me wonders the other...
...i'm reading chaos by james gleick and i want to write about it. but right now my mind is scattered and tired. i'll get to it though.
spiritual hunger in an age of plenty
What is the most significant challenge that society faces today?
and there's nothing i can do to bring back the past.
1. Do not open instagram for 24 hours, or at least 20 hours. It is Oct 12, 9:46 PM. Earliest 5:46 PM.
bai; antioxidant cocofusion; madagascar coconut mango; 1g sugar. no artificial sweeteners
Not that there is any love amidst them; but rather a friendly harmony, when each hath its place and respect.
crying and writing are equally cathartic.
a solo socratic seminar of Frankenstein:
today marks the day I impulsively bought a website builder to blog and live life as an absolute boomer. Some random tidbits of my life right now:
