2/14: a sonnet

tue feb 14 6:58pm: all I need

love is overrated;

just kidding. it's valentine's day and i face a sad reality

that for seventeen years i've waited

for a considerate passionate secure open-minded (and tall) man to come to me.

make the first move and

you'll find love, it's guaranteed-

but 9 times out of 10 (if i tell you you'll understand)

Lynbrook males make me question my sexuality.

a man walks by and in two seconds i decide he's the one,

but reality checks back in with me after around two weeks.

"hey wuts up"-bruh I'm done.

I'd rather stick to my work and hobbies.

My boat rides the current and the waves cede;

I have me and that's all I need.